Unholdit

I feel like God is disappointed

Prayer When I Fear God Is Disappointed

Fear can make God sound farther away than He is.

Scripture reference

Hebrews 4:16

Prayer

God, I feel like I have let You down. I am not over it. I am still angry sometimes. I still hurt. And somewhere along the way I picked up the idea that this means I am failing at faith. That a better Christian would be further along. I do not know where I got that from. But it is hard to shake. I want to come to You but I keep feeling like I need to clean up first. Like I should arrive with something to show. I do not have anything to show. Just this. Just where I am. Is that enough to come with?

Journal prompt

What do I assume God expects from me right now?

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